As the year ends, I’ve decided it’s time to make some profound changes. I’ll see how long this outlook lasts. By some fault of my own, I am a people pleaser. I just want to make up for all the times I’ve disappointed or hurt the people I love. I am convinced that I deserve pain and suffering. Broken souls, I try to fix. Always wanting from unwilling people. Continuously falling for sweet nothings in my ear. Yes, I am delusional beyond repair.